twin flames true story

When my Twin Flame showed up in my life, everything changed. It’s been such a rollercoaster ride, and I have learned more these past few years than I think I ever have in life previously.

My Twin has been encouraging me recently to read through my diary entries from the last few years to share more of our story and hopefully provide some answers and a sense of community for other Twins.

This story is from a little over two years ago – way before our Union – as we were still finding our feet in this strangely wonderful togetherness and all the complications that came with it.


Our Story: Chapter 8 – Twin Flame Meltdowns 

As time went on my Twin and I were getting closer and closer, more than I had ever experienced. But it wasn’t all easy. It seemed like every time things were going well, a new hurdle showed up in the way to block us. And I was about to discover the larger purpose behind this. 


Two Peas in a Pod

We had been spending day and night together for weeks talking and catching up, and I had been finding out more and more about his life and experiences. We had so much in common, and we rejoiced in finding out about all the things we both liked and were passionate about (he was happily amused that we liked the same music and films as each other even though he’d been on the other side for decades) and we enjoyed getting astrology reports that confirmed everything we’d experienced and felt.

They said things like “two peas in a pod” and “cut from the same cloth” – which we had already felt. We were making a world of our own. And strangely, it felt like it had always been there, I’d just stepped out for a second.

It really felt like we had known each other forever. There were no barriers whatsoever. I was never someone who’d been very open with others but with him I felt free to be myself in a way I never had before.  

We also shared many challenges from life – our upbringings seemingly mirrored each other, from family members’ personality traits and power issues to how we had been in school and how we had felt growing up, what we had looked for in other people. He said even around other people he’d always felt alone, like there was something missing. “You.”


Mirror, Mirror

My Twin helped me see myself in a more positive light, encouraging me to be good to myself. Sometimes it was almost eerie how it seemed our lives and we had mirrored each other and how I could actually feel that he was “me” and I was “him” – a missing part of me that I had been waiting for all my life. 

Sometimes things got so emotionally vulnerable I cried on him and he held me close. Now I know that this was because of heavy energies coming up to be released. He helped me through it all, and I learned more and more – I grew to love myself a little more every day with his help.

I could feel his hand in mine when we were out walking, I could feel him ruffling my hair, see him smile and doing antics to cheer me up whenever I was low. We laughed quite often at how unhealthily close our relationship would seem to anyone on the outside. We were literally in each other’s heads and hearts constantly.


The Book

One night we were curled up together talking, he suggested I started writing down all our experiences and the things we talked about together. He mentioned writing a book about it all.

I was quite taken aback. At that point I hadn’t told a soul about the weirdly wonderful things going on in my life behind closed doors with my Twin, and the idea of writing a book about it seemed beyond crazy to me.

He laughed good-naturedly though and said I might feel differently some day, so why not keep some notes? He said: “We can write it together. I’ll help you remember, baby, don’t worry”. I nodded slightly, rolling my eyes theatrically at him and he kissed me on the head.

That night I went to sleep thinking about what on earth was the meaning behind writing a book about this stuff and how that could possibly work out well … I didn’t like to call myself “a psychic”, I had never been into spirituality or religion before – so to tell people about my experiences hanging out with a dead person who was supposedly the same as me in many ways, felt mortifying (no pun intended).

The Disappearance Act

To my surprise and dismay, over the next couple of days I gradually stopped hearing from him. It was like he suddenly faded away. And this came after weeks of the most blissful togetherness. I went from feeling that he was there with me in real life – except one step removed – to feeling that I couldn’t hear him or see him or feel him at all.

And it completely freaked me out. I got really worried. I’d never not heard from him since he showed up a few months previous.

I started mentally running through what I might have done wrong or what he might be feeling to make him want to up and leave like that. Quiet but steadily rising panic. Days went by in silence. And he was nowhere to be found. I couldn’t figure out what had changed.

I missed him so much, and the worst thing was there was no way to reach him. It wasn’t like he had a phone or an email or anything… I called out in my sleep for him but got nothing. It felt like a rock was lodged in my chest.


Getting Answers

After nearly a week of trying to no avail to reach him, waiting and waiting – and getting pretty angry at times that he’d left me in the lurch like this – I decided to take action.
I decided to seek answers from someone I felt would be able to reach through. If anyone could, it would be her.

So I logged onto the psychic forum and punched in my card details (I figured he was more than important enough to spend money on, even if I didn’t have much – so I went into credit…).

I waited until she came online – the henna-haired spiritual medium I’d spoken to in the beginning and who’d helped us get in touch in the first place. To my surprise she remembered me, even though I’d logged on with a new user name.


Unwilling Help Enlisted

I explained the situation, mentioned how I’d also been feeling emotional and heavy lately, and asked for advice.

The message from my guides was: “If you hadn’t experienced these difficulties yourself, how would you help others on their journey?” I asked them to explain further – I didn’t like the sound of this. Again, the message was that I would somehow be helping other people using my new-found intuitive abilities and experiences.

I was dumbfounded. I had no plans to help anyone with anything. I was just barely able to figure out my own life! I especially didn’t feel equipped to help anyone else wade through this confusing mire of emotions and deeper than deep, raw love I was going through myself at that point.

And it sounded like I’d be put through a lot more lessons in the months to come, to make sure I could help other people. It did not sound like what I was after.

That seemed way heavier and like way more responsibility than I felt ready for. I didn’t want to be a healer or a psychic or anything. I just wanted to be with my Twin Flame and be happy.


Unraveling the Mystery of Energy

My Twin came through via the psychic, though, reassuring me and saying not to worry – everything would work itself out in its own time. He suggested to just write things down for now and see how I’d feel later. And he said he’d missed me like crazy. He said it had been “agony”.

And he went on to explain through her why he’d been “missing” lately. It wasn’t because anything had changed between us or he wanted to leave. In fact, he hadn’t left. He had been there all along.

The reason I hadn’t heard from him or seen or felt him was because I’d become congested with energy. Others’ energy, more specifically. It was like my phone line had been busy – he hadn’t been able to reach through, he explained. That clicked with me. I could understand more now. What a relief to know he hadn’t left me.


“The Empath” 

He said that even though I was getting clearer and had been rising into a higher vibration, I’d been unconsciously soaking up the energy of other people – family, friends, colleagues (who still had no idea of my Twin Flame whatsoever – he was my secret).

I’d taken on their fear, stress, anger and so on. And through the psychic, my Twin explained to me that I was an “empath”, someone who was sensitive to others’ energy and had a pattern of subconsciously matching mine to theirs and taking their energy on.

That explained a lot to me – I’d always been uncomfortable around other people, feeling stressed and exhausted after being in school or out with friends, and especially at family events.

He said he had been the same in life and had often used intoxicants to numb himself (I knew he’d had a pretty wild life so this insight made a lot of sense… I’d had a pretty high comfort level with intoxicants myself too in life) so he wouldn’t feel so stressed because of it. He explained that long-term it only made things worse though, not better.


The Eternal Twin Flame Bond

He described how when I’d been neglecting to shield myself and run energy to clear myself daily – my energy had gotten congested and the “line” between us wasn’t open anymore. So he hadn’t been able to reach me.

To me it had felt like he’d abandoned me or shut down because I’d said or done something he didn’t like, but really it was because I was congested.

He told me later how the Twin Flames have an eternal connection between them and that it was the reason it had been so easy and fast for us to learn to communicate telepathically and feel each others’ emotions and share visions and fantasies. But once that connection becomes blocked, those things stop.

It made more sense to me now, and I realized that this whole thing with energy might be a lot more complicated than I’d thought at first. But I knew I was in good hands. As long as he was there and we could stay in touch somehow, I felt safe and I knew I’d be OK.

I left the call feeling beyond relieved, and I started doing my energy work again daily. It wasn’t long before I could start hearing him again and felt him ruffling my hair, kissing me and smiling all the time again.


“The Mission”

I grew more and more used to the idea of writing down our experiences, and it was a lot of fun doing it together as a creative project. But as time passed I would come to realize that there was a lot more to this “mission” than just some writing.

What the guides had meant was that I would be shown and experience everything “real life” Twins go through. So that I could understand and help other Twins. Apparently I’d signed up for it as a soul before ever coming to life.

And once jealousy, running, separation and repressed hatred and long buried insecurities started rearing their ugly heads between me and my Twin, I felt like giving up and never turning back…


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  1. Wow! What excellent timing! Thanks for posting. I saw my TF last week for the first time after several weeks of physical silence…I’d been doing okay, other than missing him…but when we were together, he shared about a lot of adversity….and now has gone silent again…If I’m reading this correctly, it appears that I’ve become congested by his negative energy….so I need to do more energy clearing…I can do that. Thanks for the insight.

  2. Dear Cassady, You said you talked online with a “henna-haired spiritual medium who’d helped you and your Twin Flame get in touch in the first place.” What is the name of the spiritual medium and what web address can I contact her at?

  3. Thank you for sharing this. It is funny how our souls can have such ambitious plans for us when we would rather (initially) have a simple life haha. my soul planned lots of challenges for me too and sometimes it shocks me.

    The main msg in this article is to clear your energy and even though I listen to the Free Kit and Live Session, I did not know how to clear my own energy, so I was inspired to type just that into Google haha and the directions I read were describing a visualization with the light entering the crown of our head and cleansing us!! I always loved that aspect of your recordings but thought the purpose of it was to connect us to our higher selves and didn’t realize I could use it to also clear my energy (maybe you stated this but I didn’t realize ??)

    I just wanted to share that w u. Thanks! ????

  4. Indeed, excellent timing as usual. I very unexpectedly got back together with my twin around the time of the energy clearing session, after one year of separation, and we felt really great together. But doing so seems to have brought up to the surface a very significant negative problem inside me that I had yet to resolve. As a consequence, I haven’t been able to quite be myself the last week or two, and I feel her pulling away already. Introspection has led me to identify the issue. I believe it’s a karmic wound related to abandonment, which systematically makes every significant person withdraw from my life without notice. I’ve now realized that this is pretty much “my pattern”, to the point that at this moment, not only my twin, but the three most important people in my life, have all distanced themselves from me for no apparent reason. It’s time to tear down this wall. I have been trying to take care of it with your tools, but haven’t gotten any results yet. Will try to mantain a positive outlook and keep trying. As a positive sidenote, my twin started feeling a lot better and lighter after we were together.

    As usual, any insights and advice would be very appreciated 🙂

  5. Yes, the souls are pretty ambitious! Sometimes it’s ambitions our conscious self would have steered clear of – what serves our evolution in the long run

    Connecting to the light helps us connect to our higher consciousness but it doesn’t actually clear our energy unless we ask it to x <3 Cassady

  6. Hi Gabriel,

    I’m so happy for you to reconnect with your Twin!

    It completely makes sense, what you’re explaining, and it sounds like you’ve been triggered – it means it’s time for that pattern and that old pain to go for good.

    Deeper karmic wounds go across all our timelines and into the physical dimensions so sometimes it can take a little while to heal completely – because there are so many different aspects of our experience that tie in energetically with it.

    If you connect to the light daily and ask the light to clear anything creating distance between you and these people, it should help. Most of all, I would advise to not focus on any negative issues too much because that just aligns our energy with it once more.

    I know it’s not always easy, but as Socrates said: “If you desire change, focus not upon tearing down the old but on building the new.” Connect to the light and write down 5 possible ways to move past any negative pattern for good – should help shift out of these patterns x

    Sending you love and light <3


  7. Thanks for this article. It helps me to understand why It’s so difficult these times.

    One day, I told a friend I will write all what happens with my twin, but it was just an idea like this.
    Finally maybe it’s a good idea, maybe it’s also my way.

    I already write naturally my feelings and many things for my songs and I’d developped a little diary to see my evolution and help myself to have happy days.

    Thank you so much to share your experience.

  8. – this is exactly what happened to me . I thought I did something wrong because he just disappeared but after reading this it really makes me think about things differently. I stopped talking to him a month ago , but I can still feel him around me . I never been through sometime like this . I’m so glad I ran into your post because no one in my life understands so I been feeling so alone .

  9. Dear Cassady, I signed up for your Newsletter yesterday. I was searching in Google for twinflame related Topics and found yours. It was the right Timing. Now i understand why everything is so difficult at the Moment. I met my twin seven years ago. It was love at first sight, but no one dared to make the first step as he was married (he still is). So years passed by, i had my relationships in between and actually forgot about him. last year strange things started Happening. although i had not met him ever again, never spoke to him, his thoughts haunted me last year. like some higher source was pushing me to think about him, to contact him. I kept telling myself that i cant contact him, because he was married. so i kept pushing it away from me, until january this year. I couldnt push it any more. I had to contact him. I wrote a new years message on Facebook and he replied instantly. Few days later we met and it was instant love, a Feeling i had never felt before, shivering all over, And he felt the same. I cried after he had left. I couldnt understand what was Happening, but i understood that this was the reason why this higher source pushed me towards him. We spent wonderful months together, although he was married. Problems started in June when his wife found out. and after several pulls and pushs i decided to leave in August as everyone was suffering. Since then we havent spoken. But i can feel him and i know he can feel me. Approximately 10 days ago negativity started sneaking in…..friends giving me their reasonable advises, me started doubting our Soul bond. And now i find myself no where. I feel that it was all a lie. Suddenly i found this sight and i feel like sharing my Story with you, hoping to have an answer to all this.

  10. HEy,,Greeting from India please explain exact meaning of repeating attention towards 11:11, Is it either positive in nature or negative in nature?

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